Chasing A Nightmare

Chasing A Nightmare

Your past was a nightmare
But instead, you see it as a dream
Wishing for it to come true
Wishing to fill the spaces with the correct hue
I see you as a sadist
Or perhaps you just give it all when you love
Probably you really fell for him
But he wasn’t there to catch you
Can’t blame you for what you’re feeling
You both shared things in the past
Maybe yes, I am jealous and a little hurt
But I dare not show it
I show a smile instead of a smirk