Metanoia?

*i didn't write this. my pen did.

Metanoia?

Maybe it’s the time to quit and hit the gates

Exit and forget, destroy the hidden wealth

What’s the use of living if we all die in the end?

Certainly I’m a confused child

Born with a crude smile

Questions with answers but are light years apart

Intuitions and man’s desires bedazzle one’s heart

Crippled and mauled by race of mankind

No man is kind; to spot one is a rare find

Prove the lines wrong, amaze my intellect

Lure me into faith, diffuse your precepts

Perhaps, and only perhaps I shall deem

Redeem thyself, maybe and only maybe

A sudden metanoia is possible perchance

Chase my ego, my pride, my arrogance

And yeah, I’ll give you a chance

Life's A Beach

Life's A Beach

An astounding view
A restraining hue
Pulls me a step back from reality at its finest

There’s nothing around
Only the seas and the clouds
The breeze cradles me into euphoria

Eyes behind shades
Closed-shut, I inhale
Breathe, detoxify, purify

Sneak into the mountains
Peep through the curtains
Show is over

Encore

Be Patient, Dear Patient

*here's another one.

Be Patient, Dear Patient

Happy go lucky, oh lucky lucky me

I’ve met the girl who’s the closest to my fantasies

A little crush and a little admiration

I love you so much! Or is it infatuation?

A slap. I need one please

Help! Someone please cure this disease!

Give me a dose, or better yet an overdose!

I’ve been sick! Love sick! Oh! Oh no!

I beg for sanity pills if there was such a thing

Please. I’m tired of those old High School flings

Promises of forever, oh, please cut the crap

Don’t make me throw up, please just never show up

Cured at last! Or maybe just a feeling

Psych! Not totally free, there are still some impurities!

The doctor said there’s still no medication

“Be patient, dear patient. Time shall alleviate your deepest confusions.”

Friendly Advice

*thoughts just keep on coming.

Friendly Advice

It’s the moment to think

Pump the brakes and set it straight

For the days to come shall surely escalate

The knowledge about us, about each other

If we truly do love and feel the same way

Internalize the facts: what she said, what you said

Put aside your heart and think with your head

Don’t rush; don’t say it’s just a crush

For that moment in the dark that produced a certain mark

Is something that means something

Something that means everything

Never assume for the rest is still unwritten

Work with what you have

Continue the consistency

Think. Think. And think.

Appreciate and don’t take for granted

When it’s gone, you’re stupid

You’ll realize that you didn’t even have it

Square One

*the first of an array of poems to come

Square One

Maybe just a little too fast

Think first, is it going to last?

Forever is perhaps overrated

Time is of essence

But your presence is something that I shall miss

Time maybe the answer for that wish of everlasting bliss

Your child-like giggles and laughter

The way you act hyper after two cups of coffee

The way you stare at me and smile

And your signature scent that entices my senses

How we part ways despite a common destination

The way I find time for us to be close

The way you appreciate and thank me

The way you become the smile on my face

Are fourteen days enough to keep me sane?

Or maybe to let go of infatuation’s chains?

Reasons over emotions is maybe the way to go

Let’s go back to square one and see how far it goes