Chasing A Nightmare
Your past was a nightmare
But instead, you see it as a dream
Wishing for it to come true
Wishing to fill the spaces with the correct hue
I see you as a sadist
Or perhaps you just give it all when you love
Probably you really fell for him
But he wasn’t there to catch you
Can’t blame you for what you’re feeling
You both shared things in the past
Maybe yes, I am jealous and a little hurt
But I dare not show it
I show a smile instead of a smirk
Friday, May 21, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Distorted Thoughts
Distorted Thoughts
Never did I ask for it
Never did I wish for it
It just came into my life
Like a shooting star from the heavens
It hit me on the spot
A gift but more of a curse
The feeling inside a hearse
With eyes wide open
I look for a response
All I got was a séance
Unclear and misunderstood
Never did I ask for it
Never did I wish for it
It just came into my life
Like a shooting star from the heavens
It hit me on the spot
A gift but more of a curse
The feeling inside a hearse
With eyes wide open
I look for a response
All I got was a séance
Unclear and misunderstood
Monday, February 1, 2010
Not Your Ordinary Self
Not Your Ordinary Self
Mad at the world
Mad at everyone else
A jolly one when calm and normal
A totally different one when poisoned by anger
I am affected but yet I dare not show it
For to add more burden is not my intention
It is out of my vocabulary to aggravate your pains
Though you tell me to leave you alone
I remain stubborn and unmoved
For when that moment arrives that I decide to leave you
I feel that ever so familiar hole in my chest arrive
That feeling of uneasiness, how can I leave it all behind?
Though the words you say do not belong to your rational self
Somehow I feel that painful ache here in my heart
It may be hard, but still I try to understand you
It only goes to show how much I love you
Mad at the world
Mad at everyone else
A jolly one when calm and normal
A totally different one when poisoned by anger
I am affected but yet I dare not show it
For to add more burden is not my intention
It is out of my vocabulary to aggravate your pains
Though you tell me to leave you alone
I remain stubborn and unmoved
For when that moment arrives that I decide to leave you
I feel that ever so familiar hole in my chest arrive
That feeling of uneasiness, how can I leave it all behind?
Though the words you say do not belong to your rational self
Somehow I feel that painful ache here in my heart
It may be hard, but still I try to understand you
It only goes to show how much I love you
Friday, January 15, 2010
Heavy
Heavy
Feeling that heaviness on my chest, depressed
Needs medication to cure this confusion
Alleviate me from the doubts
Your assurance ironically haunts me
But all I have is trust
Trust in your heart
‘Cause the possibility is high
That I’ll be left torn apart
But still I shall have no regrets
I just showed how much I care
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