Chasing A Nightmare

Chasing A Nightmare

Your past was a nightmare
But instead, you see it as a dream
Wishing for it to come true
Wishing to fill the spaces with the correct hue
I see you as a sadist
Or perhaps you just give it all when you love
Probably you really fell for him
But he wasn’t there to catch you
Can’t blame you for what you’re feeling
You both shared things in the past
Maybe yes, I am jealous and a little hurt
But I dare not show it
I show a smile instead of a smirk

Distorted Thoughts

Distorted Thoughts

Never did I ask for it
Never did I wish for it
It just came into my life
Like a shooting star from the heavens

It hit me on the spot
A gift but more of a curse
The feeling inside a hearse
With eyes wide open

I look for a response
All I got was a séance
Unclear and misunderstood